quinoa salad w/ spinach leaves, green onion, goat cheese, craisins, chopped almonds and mustard thyme vinaigrette i suddenly no longer have any life regrets
what the heck i am so capable why do i always limit myself……
my only constant is being in a fragile state….i’ve been recoiling very far into myself…very dangerous territory for a double scorp girl
ty friends:~)..i pinned it back and i like it better this way i think i am gonna get some sparkle clips from the dollar store
angels!! yall are angels……..i teared up again reading your replies thanku so much for your gentleness and understanding. so much love for you all.
i told a girl i needed to cut all my hair off and she said she understood and that she could do it for me so after class i went to her house and i didn’t tell her what to do she just cut all my hair off and at first i felt so good and so happy and her presence was really reassuring she is a really great person to be around. she told me how much she loves scorpios and i told her that i am a double scorpio and she was hard to read after but she just made me feel so calm. we ate cooked beans and fresh cut cabbage with avocado and hot sauce and everything was okay. but i just woke up after a very long and tiring night because of a boy who i have no idea what to do with (we don’t even know how to communicate w/each other at all) and i’ve been crying for the past hour because of how ugly i feel. i don’t want anyone to see me. i don’t want anyone to know how vulnerable i am. i have nothing to hide behind and i’m not sure if this haircut even suits me anymore. i feel like i need to break things and i wish there was someone here who i felt comfortable crying in front of but there is no one i can do that with…….i have a bowlcut and i want to be cute about it but i am really uncute. this post is so dramatic but i really feel like it’d just be easier if i didn’t exist right now. so much has been building up for so long in my life i don’t know how to keep balance. i feel like every decision i make only makes things harder for myself.